Hello, boys and girls, I’m going on a very long break so it might be a while before I go online again, but I promise I will :) See you all soon.
Love you lots and always keep in mind: you are all loved (by me at least ^^)
x -teens forgotten-
I’ve been locking myself up in rooms or closets—wherever there’s ink and paper—just to write, for a long time. I write my soul out because that’s the only thing I know how to do. And they give the opportunity to get discovered, get recognized by the literary community, and even get into competitions to someone else. That someone else will probably see this (Hey darling!) but I don’t care because I just feel frustrated with myself and with her (although I love her. really, I’m just pathetic) and our teachers (and they just did their job, I know). I hate myself for resenting this fact because I should be proud of her. She’s an awesome friend of mine and we’ve helped each other in writing. I hate myself for being this petty. but I am, and I’m not even sorry. I just hate myself for not getting those opportunities. “I deserve it” I tell myself, but do I? I don’t even know anymore. God I hate myself.
To the girl who I think is the luckiest in the world right now, I hope to God you take those chances. Please believe in yourself because they wouldn’t have picked you for nothing. You deserve it and I mean that :) . This goes for all of you out there: doors are being opened for you and that doesn’t happen for some people, so don’t be afraid to see what’s waiting for you on the other side.
Aw darling, I never knew you felt that way. :c You know I still love you no matter what but seriously, you are a great writer. I swear. Have you read your works? They’re awesome and it’s not just me saying this but everyone who have read your books, too. You have avid fans, dear. Something i’ve always dreamed. Honestly, I never thought our teacher would like it. I was even scared to talk to her because I dreaded she’ll ask me to show her my wrists. And I don’t want that happening. You’re right, you deserve it.
You said so yourself, doors are being opened. Opportunities are within everyone’s grasp. They should take it. You should take it. You don’t need to wait for someone or something to open that door for you. Open it yourself. Make your own opportunity and grab it. You’ll go far darling, believe me. :)
And I don’t hate you after reading that. Not even a little bit. I still love you. :)